I am basically someone who doesnt care much about whatever the hell is going on around me. some people define what should be important for me and i always wonder why should i listen to these some people.
At the end of the day, the only principle that you can follow is ''TO EACH HIS OWN''.
Thats what i'm ll about and thats why people at home fail to understand me!
I'm using the term fail as even though i want them to understand me there is this certain blockage in their minds that doesnt let them understand who i really am and what i really want.
You, on the other hand, accepted me for who i was and just as you did so ,i wouldnt mind changing for you at all.
I wouldnt mind listening to whatever you say and i would love to blindly follow it.just because you understand me for who i really am.
i tried to have some decent conversations with people at home and i failed as they weren't really interested in what i felt.I tried to tell YOU about my friends and you were glad to hear me and enjoyed talkin to me.
Discussing what life is all about or what i feel about ceratin issues is certainly fun with you as you listen, you really do listen to what i say, but when it comes to ''my family'' i'm glad im a closed book in front of them which they are least interested in.
I dont hear a lot of ''i was this,'' i was that'', ''i would have been this, or'' you could have been that'' from u...but all i hear is that its alright to be who you are, if ever you stumble i'm their to catch your back and tell you where and why are you doing the wrong things.
i'm not very good with talkin on the phone but i can surely go on typing or writing my feelings whenever i wish to..and i felt to do so for you, JUST FOR YOU.
the girl who likes to stay in her room woudlnt mind going out shopping with you even if she has to get up from her comfortable cozy chair which helps her to be in an altogether different world of reality that she considers as beautiful and not the reality that others want her to believe!
thank you for touching my heart!
it surely is made up of stone but bits of it do break from time to time for special people like you!
All i ask is to keep this beautiful memory of tea and the conversation and what i felt about when i came to your place the other day between us, as people who consider themselves as my well -wishers wont really understand what i feel.
All is ask for is acceptance and you gave it to me, all i ask for is some more quality time with you where i can just be myself and you let me be, would surely come meet you again, whenever that is,and til then i pray for you and your well being and hope to cherish such moments for life!
love,
pragati.
(for meenakshi aunty)
At the end of the day, the only principle that you can follow is ''TO EACH HIS OWN''.
Thats what i'm ll about and thats why people at home fail to understand me!
I'm using the term fail as even though i want them to understand me there is this certain blockage in their minds that doesnt let them understand who i really am and what i really want.
You, on the other hand, accepted me for who i was and just as you did so ,i wouldnt mind changing for you at all.
I wouldnt mind listening to whatever you say and i would love to blindly follow it.just because you understand me for who i really am.
i tried to have some decent conversations with people at home and i failed as they weren't really interested in what i felt.I tried to tell YOU about my friends and you were glad to hear me and enjoyed talkin to me.
Discussing what life is all about or what i feel about ceratin issues is certainly fun with you as you listen, you really do listen to what i say, but when it comes to ''my family'' i'm glad im a closed book in front of them which they are least interested in.
I dont hear a lot of ''i was this,'' i was that'', ''i would have been this, or'' you could have been that'' from u...but all i hear is that its alright to be who you are, if ever you stumble i'm their to catch your back and tell you where and why are you doing the wrong things.
i'm not very good with talkin on the phone but i can surely go on typing or writing my feelings whenever i wish to..and i felt to do so for you, JUST FOR YOU.
the girl who likes to stay in her room woudlnt mind going out shopping with you even if she has to get up from her comfortable cozy chair which helps her to be in an altogether different world of reality that she considers as beautiful and not the reality that others want her to believe!
thank you for touching my heart!
it surely is made up of stone but bits of it do break from time to time for special people like you!
All i ask is to keep this beautiful memory of tea and the conversation and what i felt about when i came to your place the other day between us, as people who consider themselves as my well -wishers wont really understand what i feel.
All is ask for is acceptance and you gave it to me, all i ask for is some more quality time with you where i can just be myself and you let me be, would surely come meet you again, whenever that is,and til then i pray for you and your well being and hope to cherish such moments for life!
love,
pragati.
(for meenakshi aunty)
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